September 4th, 2006

stop and thank you

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Thanks for all the birthday wishes everyone!

I've been mostly been absent due to TA camp and reorienting myself to college life. Classes start tomorrow. It's going to be pretty crazy.

I've been trying to write stuff, and it's going okay. I think my inner editor really needs to shut the fuck up sometimes. Seriously. Like, I think that most of what I've written has sucked, but I mostly write because I enjoy writing. I generally hope for non-suckage, but I'm not sure if that's always achievable. At this point, I think I'm a hack, because I keep using the same structures, the same ideas, the same patterns over and over again. It's kind of frustrating, because I don't know how to stop using them. They're a crutch I lean on a little too much.

Rar. I'll leave my writing angst at the door next time.