November 19th, 2014


ugh, stuff

Gave a talk for a work thing, and I think it was okay. I had a hard time telling if it was too short or too long, so I whizzed my way through it too quickly by talking way, way too fast. Oh well. It was nerve-wracking, and now that it's over, I am kind of exhausted and kind of miserable as an aftermath of the stress.

Finished the first draft on a How to Get Away with Murder thing that will be totally jossed tomorrow and that is kind of a disjointed mess. It did help me get into the groove of writing again, and I've made a bunch of progress on my Yuletide story at the same time, so that is good. I'm trying to decide whether or not it's worth putting in the effort of editing it so that it can be posted or if I'm just going to ditch it and focus on Yuletide instead. Bah. Decisions.

This is also apparently the week for me wallowing in self-loathing and introversion, but I need to go be social and shit tomorrow and Friday at work. Sigh. I will get through this week. I will get through Thanksgiving. And then we'll see where things go from there.

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